Seriously I’m in great dilemma now. Should I confess my mistakes? Or should I just keep num but it. But my guilt is getting worst, feeling remorseful for the whole day. I have no intention to hide anything from you. But this matter really matters a GREAT deal to us. U and mi. I can’t imagine my life without u. I really can’t afford to lose u. I know the consequences if I tell. We will go separate ways for sure. Thou what I did was when we breakup but still.. I know that I’m in the wrong. I never thought that this issue will suddenly appear again. How long can I keep this matter from you my dear? Maybe, this might be the very last time that I can call u my baby* le. I will respect whatever decision u made coz I jolly well know how much I had hurt you in the past and I have already lose all my rights to defend for myself. All this while, I was not having a good time too. The better and closer we get, this issue will start tormenting me. Reminding me of what will eventually happens in the end..LOST__``